Lately I have been watching Louie Giglio's sermons online from Passion City Church. (You can follow this link and do the same, if you'd like.)
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Today, I watched called "More Than Enough". It caught my eye I think because I have always struggled with feelings of inadequacy. I have a deep-rooted fear that I am not 'smart enough' and therefore I won't fulfill my dream of becoming a psychologist. I am always afraid I am not 'pretty enough', and therefore can't measure up to my husband's (and others') expectations. Even now as I write this, I can hardly believe the amount of fears I have that center around insufficiency.
I am not
'a good enough person'
'a good enough Christian'
'a good enough mom'
'a good enough friend'
'a good enough wife'
These insecurities eat me alive. They inject their poison into my heart, leaving me defeated, afraid, and alone before I even get started. How can I ever make a difference in anyone's life when I am so clearly lacking in every way? The answer is simple, but it is solid as stone and a thousand times as resilient.
HE is more than enough.
The proof is in John chapter six. He takes a little boy's lunch and feeds 5,000, with food to spare. He walked on water in the middle of a storm to meet his disciples. When challenged to produce something more miraculous than the manna that fell from Heaven every day for 40 years to feed the Israelites, He says that HE is the Bread of Life. Manna could not be kept over night because it would spoil, but Jesus says anyone who comes to him will no longer hunger or thirst.
Why? Because HE is enough, HE satisfies, He is the Bread of Life. When the people asked how they could receive the Bread of Life, he replied, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent".
If your life is like mine, then you are constantly plagued with fear and mistrust. Fear says "you cannot go that far or believe that much". It laughs in your face and tells you "you can NEVER do that. you are nothing!"
But Jesus says, "Yes, you can."
Yes, I can. Why? Because although I am inadequate, He is more than adequate, and when the storm of my insecurities rage and whirl around me, and I think I am about to be swallowed up, Jesus is there in the midst of it all, walking over it, using those challenges as if they were a pathway straight to me.
He meets us where we are.
He satisfies. And when he shows up in my mess and muck, he fills that void within me and makes me enough because HE is ENOUGH.
Romans 11:36 says, "For from Him and through Him and to Him are all things. To Him be the glory forever! Amen."
All things come from God, He holds the world in his hands, and all things will return to Him in the end. He IS enough. God is so much bigger than our problems and our fears.
I love the terminology that comes from the movie, "Alice in Wonderland". When Alice returns to (Underland) there is confusion about who she really is. When she tells them that she is Alice, The Mad Hatter tells her that she has "lost her muchness." He goes on to say that she "used to be much more muchier than this". I can identify with this. I often feel like I have lost my muchness. When I let problems and fears work their way into my heart. But I have come to realize that my muchness does not come from other people, companies, universities...etc. My muchness comes from the Holy One of God, and he gives much more muchness than I could ever imagine!
So today, I cling to his promise. I believe in him with all my heart, and I believe that today, He is enough for me, and through him I can do anything. No fear is too much, no problem is too big, because He. Is. Enough.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
You Say You Want a Resolution..
It is a beautiful start to 2012! I am so excited for what this year holds. I don't typically formally make New Year's resolutions, but I was giving the subject a lot of thought this morning. I made a list of six things I'd like to achieve (with God's grace, because I will need LOTS of help!).
(Note: These are not in any particular order, all are equally important to me!)
1. BE MORE AWARE OF NOT ONLY WHAT GOES INTO MY BODY, BUT WHAT GOES INTO MY MIND AND HEART AS WELL.
"Junk in, junk out"- that's what I've always been told, and it is so true. I took a little break from watching what I eat over the holidays and I completely indulged myself. My goal was to just enjoy food and family, but at times, I digressed into an all-out binge on junk food. And let me tell you, I felt like total crap the next day! I think this principle applies to what goes into my mind and heart too. I want to have healthy positive thoughts, so that I can offer the same to others I talk to. I want to embrace truth, love, hope, and joy in my heart, so I can pour that out onto everyone I meet. This goal is about being healthy and happy in every way I can, as far as I have control. For me, this means no more pity parties, trashy tv shows, or pointing out every flaw I find in myself. Instead, I want to gracefully accept my failures and try harder, read more books that enrich my mind and soul, and embrace who I am, just how I am : an imperfect person on a long journey.
2. BE JOYFUL, ALWAYS.
For a self-proclaimed worry-wart like me, this is a toughy. But my goal for this year is to be as joyful as possible, as much as possible. Life is so rich and has so much to offer. I want to look deep into every situation and find that lovely, silvery lining within. If "life is too short to be anything but happy", then it is WAYYYY too short to be anything but joyful. So when Luke dumps food all over my nice, clean floor, I want be joyful and glad that I can provide my son with food, and that I even have a floor of a house to clean! Being pessimistic does no good, and it only makes situations worse. So, this year, I will choose to be more joyful.
3. GIVE OTHERS THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT.
This is something I constantly struggle with, because I can be a really critical person sometimes. My road rage is out of this world. I always assume the other person is driving recklessly to deliberately hurt me! (how ridiculous is that??) I tend to assume others only have the worst intentions. This needs to change! I want to give others the benefit of the doubt, to be an advocate for positive human nature, and be more forgiving and even tempered as a result.
4. GAIN WISDOM.
It is my life's goal to be a wise person. But I feel like the more I search for it, the more I realize I have to learn. I want wisdom from it's very source- the mouth of God. So it is my goal this year to "seek wisdom as silver, search for her as for hidden treasures" (Proverbs 2:4) I want a thirst and hunger for wisdom, so that I can gain discernment and make godly choices this year.
5. ACCEPT THAT THINGS WON'T ALWAYS MEET MY EXPECTATIONS, OR, JUST GO WITH IT!
At times, my expectations exceed the realm of possibility, especially if I put special effort into making sure everything is perfect! I try to plan the perfect vacations, make perfect grades, and have everything in impeccable working order. Nine times out of ten, something always goes wrong (thanks a lot Murphy). I usually get so upset and it ruins the entire experience for me, but I hope that will change this year. I need to learn to just go with it. I need to be more flexible! Just because it rains one day on vacation, I shouldn't let that steal the fun from the whole trip! I think this goes back to the joy thing. I want to be joyful even when things aren't perfect, because they never will be! It's the 10 mins of bliss here, and hour there, that add up to make life beautiful. I want to find those and hold on to them instead of the times things didn't go according to plan.
6. HAVE FAITH AS BIG AS A MUSTARD SEED.
This is a biggie for me because faith involves trust. And if you have known me for more than a second, you know I have some serious trust issues. But God never falters, and he never lets me down, but yet, my faith is microscopic or non-existent at times. Faith is a lifeline; a rope that carries us through life as long as we cling to it. In times of despair, the rope looks thin and miniscule, but it is still as strong as twenty ropes woven together. I think this is what Jesus meant when he told us we only need faith as big as a mustard seed to move mountains. For that little bit of faith to accomplish such a feat it must be some highly concentrated stuff!!! So my goal for this year is to let go of my doubts and cling to faith at all times, knowing no matter how small the tether may seem, it is strong enough to carry me through.
So there you have it. My list of resolutions to bring me closer to God, family, friends, community, and myself! I know none of these will be easily obtained, but that makes them all the more worth while. Happy New Year, may you be blessed in 2012!
:)
(Note: These are not in any particular order, all are equally important to me!)
1. BE MORE AWARE OF NOT ONLY WHAT GOES INTO MY BODY, BUT WHAT GOES INTO MY MIND AND HEART AS WELL.
"Junk in, junk out"- that's what I've always been told, and it is so true. I took a little break from watching what I eat over the holidays and I completely indulged myself. My goal was to just enjoy food and family, but at times, I digressed into an all-out binge on junk food. And let me tell you, I felt like total crap the next day! I think this principle applies to what goes into my mind and heart too. I want to have healthy positive thoughts, so that I can offer the same to others I talk to. I want to embrace truth, love, hope, and joy in my heart, so I can pour that out onto everyone I meet. This goal is about being healthy and happy in every way I can, as far as I have control. For me, this means no more pity parties, trashy tv shows, or pointing out every flaw I find in myself. Instead, I want to gracefully accept my failures and try harder, read more books that enrich my mind and soul, and embrace who I am, just how I am : an imperfect person on a long journey.
2. BE JOYFUL, ALWAYS.
For a self-proclaimed worry-wart like me, this is a toughy. But my goal for this year is to be as joyful as possible, as much as possible. Life is so rich and has so much to offer. I want to look deep into every situation and find that lovely, silvery lining within. If "life is too short to be anything but happy", then it is WAYYYY too short to be anything but joyful. So when Luke dumps food all over my nice, clean floor, I want be joyful and glad that I can provide my son with food, and that I even have a floor of a house to clean! Being pessimistic does no good, and it only makes situations worse. So, this year, I will choose to be more joyful.
3. GIVE OTHERS THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT.
This is something I constantly struggle with, because I can be a really critical person sometimes. My road rage is out of this world. I always assume the other person is driving recklessly to deliberately hurt me! (how ridiculous is that??) I tend to assume others only have the worst intentions. This needs to change! I want to give others the benefit of the doubt, to be an advocate for positive human nature, and be more forgiving and even tempered as a result.
4. GAIN WISDOM.
It is my life's goal to be a wise person. But I feel like the more I search for it, the more I realize I have to learn. I want wisdom from it's very source- the mouth of God. So it is my goal this year to "seek wisdom as silver, search for her as for hidden treasures" (Proverbs 2:4) I want a thirst and hunger for wisdom, so that I can gain discernment and make godly choices this year.
5. ACCEPT THAT THINGS WON'T ALWAYS MEET MY EXPECTATIONS, OR, JUST GO WITH IT!
At times, my expectations exceed the realm of possibility, especially if I put special effort into making sure everything is perfect! I try to plan the perfect vacations, make perfect grades, and have everything in impeccable working order. Nine times out of ten, something always goes wrong (thanks a lot Murphy). I usually get so upset and it ruins the entire experience for me, but I hope that will change this year. I need to learn to just go with it. I need to be more flexible! Just because it rains one day on vacation, I shouldn't let that steal the fun from the whole trip! I think this goes back to the joy thing. I want to be joyful even when things aren't perfect, because they never will be! It's the 10 mins of bliss here, and hour there, that add up to make life beautiful. I want to find those and hold on to them instead of the times things didn't go according to plan.
6. HAVE FAITH AS BIG AS A MUSTARD SEED.
This is a biggie for me because faith involves trust. And if you have known me for more than a second, you know I have some serious trust issues. But God never falters, and he never lets me down, but yet, my faith is microscopic or non-existent at times. Faith is a lifeline; a rope that carries us through life as long as we cling to it. In times of despair, the rope looks thin and miniscule, but it is still as strong as twenty ropes woven together. I think this is what Jesus meant when he told us we only need faith as big as a mustard seed to move mountains. For that little bit of faith to accomplish such a feat it must be some highly concentrated stuff!!! So my goal for this year is to let go of my doubts and cling to faith at all times, knowing no matter how small the tether may seem, it is strong enough to carry me through.
So there you have it. My list of resolutions to bring me closer to God, family, friends, community, and myself! I know none of these will be easily obtained, but that makes them all the more worth while. Happy New Year, may you be blessed in 2012!
:)
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Why We Need Christmas
As the month of December approached this year (with what seems like the quickest pace I have ever seen) I became more and more excited about Christmas. I really do love Christmas time and all the joy and fun it brings for my family and I. But in the height of my Christmas spirit, tragedy struck. A family member died and was buried this past Monday, and I received the news of a very sudden death in our church family. My heart is heavy with sympathy and pain for each family. They now have to face Christmas day engulfed in sorrow and the shock of loss. Words tend to fail me in times like this. When I can't even fathom what is happening in someone's heart. But I began to read some of the Psalms of David. King David was a man who truly faced it all, in my opinion. He had been on top of the world, to the festering,stagnant ponds of the very bottom of the Earth (metaphorically). Here are some of the verses I came across:
"I love you, O Lord, my strength.
The Lord is my rock, my fortress and
my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom
I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn
of my salvation, my stronghold. I call to
the Lord, who is worthy of praise, and I am
saved from my enemies. The cords of death
entangled me; the torrents of destruction
overwhelmed me. The cords of the grave coiled
around me; the snares of death confronted me.
In my distress I called to the Lord; I cried
to my God for help. From his temple he heard my
voice; my cry came before him, into his ears."
Psalm 18:1-6
"He reached down from on high and took hold of
me; he drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from
my powerful enemy, from my foes, who were too strong
for me. They confronted me in the day of my disaster,
but the Lord was my support. He brought me out into
a spacious place; he rescued me because he delighted
in me." 16-19
From David's words, I conclude that darkness and despair are nothing new. Since the fall, mankind has had to endure trials and suffering. There are some moments in life that are so dark they take our breath and stop us in our tracks. The darkness engulfs us with it's suffocating density and it makes us blind with fear. God understood the pain we would encounter, and out of love for us he gives us the greatest gift of all: The Light of The World, and the hope he brings. You see, God knew we needed Christmas. We were broken and blind, and we desperately needed rescue. He sent an ever-present light into our darkness.
"I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness." John 12:46
Christmas time reminds me of the hope I have in Him. No matter how dark things get in life, He will be there to bring us through. He gives us courage, strength, and peace in our times of trouble, and he brings us hope for a better day, a new beginning. In life there will always be times of darkness and pain, but our hope is in the ever-present flame that perseveres, reminding us that in Him, we too can persevere and overcome the darkness in our lives with the light burning within us.
Merry Christmas
"I love you, O Lord, my strength.
The Lord is my rock, my fortress and
my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom
I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn
of my salvation, my stronghold. I call to
the Lord, who is worthy of praise, and I am
saved from my enemies. The cords of death
entangled me; the torrents of destruction
overwhelmed me. The cords of the grave coiled
around me; the snares of death confronted me.
In my distress I called to the Lord; I cried
to my God for help. From his temple he heard my
voice; my cry came before him, into his ears."
Psalm 18:1-6
"He reached down from on high and took hold of
me; he drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from
my powerful enemy, from my foes, who were too strong
for me. They confronted me in the day of my disaster,
but the Lord was my support. He brought me out into
a spacious place; he rescued me because he delighted
in me." 16-19
From David's words, I conclude that darkness and despair are nothing new. Since the fall, mankind has had to endure trials and suffering. There are some moments in life that are so dark they take our breath and stop us in our tracks. The darkness engulfs us with it's suffocating density and it makes us blind with fear. God understood the pain we would encounter, and out of love for us he gives us the greatest gift of all: The Light of The World, and the hope he brings. You see, God knew we needed Christmas. We were broken and blind, and we desperately needed rescue. He sent an ever-present light into our darkness.
"I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness." John 12:46
Christmas time reminds me of the hope I have in Him. No matter how dark things get in life, He will be there to bring us through. He gives us courage, strength, and peace in our times of trouble, and he brings us hope for a better day, a new beginning. In life there will always be times of darkness and pain, but our hope is in the ever-present flame that perseveres, reminding us that in Him, we too can persevere and overcome the darkness in our lives with the light burning within us.
Merry Christmas
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
The Most Beautiful Thing In All The World
There is one quality that I want to possess more than anything else. I want to be real. I want honesty to seep from my pores. I want to walk and talk in absolute truth. So I'm going to be really honest for a minute and tell you that I am a total liar. I'm not saying I tell many "bold face lies", but I am dishonest in that I conceal a lot of things about myself. For instance, sometimes I really hate admitting I am a Christian. In certain company, I rarely talk about it or bring it up. Why? I am ashamed. I'm not ashamed of believing in God, and this isn't one of those "deny me and you will burn in hell, so re-post this as your status" type thing. I am ashamed of the way I behave. My mouth does not coincide with my body most of the time. I can be rude and jealous. I have a quick temper and an even quicker response rate, which usually gets me into lots of trouble. I have a sharp tongue and I use it against people I know and love. I can swear like a sailor when the mood strikes. I can be very selfish and judgmental. I'm not saying all this to be down on myself or have a pity party. I just want to be honest about the perplexing paradox that is me. I am a Christian, but I do not have it all figured out. Not even a little bit. I want that to be crystal clear, because my biggest fear is deterring someone away from Jesus because my actions are not lining up with my words. I fall to pieces when I hear the words "Oh, I thought she was a good Christian, guess not." I never want to be that girl. So sometimes it is easier for me to pretend that I don't have a relationship with a 2,000 year old man who died for me and rose again. But, again, that makes me a liar, and like I said, I want to be truthful. So here is my monumental dose of truth for the day- I deserve nothing, but I have been given everything. Jesus sees the dark recesses of my heart. He knows every fault and every flaw. I know I'm far from perfect, but I really do believe that Jesus died for me, and I do believe he talks to me, and uses me to reach others. I have a lot of short-comings, but I have a good heart and I want to do better, and that is what God is concerned with. I could never, ever, earn His mercy on my own merit, thankfully he gives it freely with out reservation. I think grace is the most beautiful thing in all the world. I am completely imperfect, but loved perfectly. How sweet is that? So, my point is, I am going to try and be completely honest and reconcile the two parts of my being that I have been fighting so hard to separate. If my actions or words have offended you or deterred you, I am deeply and truly sorry. Please forgive me. I am trying to reflect His hope, love, and grace, but I have a long way to go. Please bear with me as I am ever the work in progress.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Titus 2 Women
I was browsing through my Bible Promise Book today and I found this verse:
"Guide older women into lives of reverence so they end up as neither gossips nor drunks, but models of goodness. By looking at them, the younger women will know how to love their husbands and children, be virtuous and pure, keep a good house, be good wives. We don't want anyone looking down on God's Message because of their behavior." Titus 2:3-5 (The Message)
I started thinking about all the Titus 2 women in my life that are helping me become a good wife and mother. I am so thankful for each one of them. Each week, I have the privilege of meeting with a few of them and exercising. This has been a great experience for me, and not only am I getting healthy physically, I am getting healthy spiritually via their advice and counsel. I am also honored with a place in a diverse group of women that all used to be a part of FCC. Recently, when a tragedy struck in the life among one of us, we all came together and rallied around our friend. It was a beautiful and moving reflection of Godly love. Through all of this, I am learning, growing, and taking in all I can from these wonderful women. It is my greatest hope that one day I will be a strong, loving, wise, Titus 2 woman too.
"Guide older women into lives of reverence so they end up as neither gossips nor drunks, but models of goodness. By looking at them, the younger women will know how to love their husbands and children, be virtuous and pure, keep a good house, be good wives. We don't want anyone looking down on God's Message because of their behavior." Titus 2:3-5 (The Message)
I started thinking about all the Titus 2 women in my life that are helping me become a good wife and mother. I am so thankful for each one of them. Each week, I have the privilege of meeting with a few of them and exercising. This has been a great experience for me, and not only am I getting healthy physically, I am getting healthy spiritually via their advice and counsel. I am also honored with a place in a diverse group of women that all used to be a part of FCC. Recently, when a tragedy struck in the life among one of us, we all came together and rallied around our friend. It was a beautiful and moving reflection of Godly love. Through all of this, I am learning, growing, and taking in all I can from these wonderful women. It is my greatest hope that one day I will be a strong, loving, wise, Titus 2 woman too.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
What Christmas Means To Me- The Night Divine
This year with Christmas quickly approaching, and I in the Christmas spirit at long last, asked my husband if he had a favorite Christmas carol. To no surprise, I heard his usual, "You know I don't like Christmas music spiel" and realized he wasn't going to erupt into a chorus of Jingle Bells with me anytime soon. But I, still curious, and still in high Christmas spirit, asked a few others. After varying responses I came to the understanding that what I was asking was a more difficult question that I had anticipated. With so many choices, I might as well had asked someone 'what was their favorite food' or 'which band did they prefer'. For what ever reason (whether it be boredom, attention deficits, etc.)I spend a great amount of time thinking about things like this, and I have thought a lot about this particular question.
I can say, without a doubt, that my favorite Christmas carol is "O Holy Night". It's composition is delicate, yet powerful, and it is as deep as it is beautiful. I love it. I wish that I had a great singing voice (hey, I'd even take a mediocre one) so that I could belt this one out(Sometimes I do anyway, when no one is around). To me, the lyrics sum up what Christmas is all about: HOPE.
Here are the words:
O HOLY NIGHT
written by Placide Cappeau de Roquemaure
Composed by Adolphe Charles Adams
O Holy Night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of the dear Saviour's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error pining.
Till He appeared and the Spirit felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! Oh, hear the angel voices!
O night divine, the night when Christ was born;
O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!
O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!
Led by the light of faith serenely beaming,
With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand.
O'er the world a star is sweetly gleaming,
Now come the wisemen from out of the Orient land.
The King of kings lay thus lowly manger;
In all our trials born to be our friends.
He knows our need, our weakness is no stranger,
Behold your King! Before him lowly bend!
Behold your King! Before him lowly bend!
Truly He taught us to love one another,
His law is love and His gospel is peace.
Chains he shall break, for the slave is our brother.
And in his name all oppression shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
With all our hearts we praise His holy name.
Christ is the Lord! Then ever, ever praise we,
His power and glory ever more proclaim!
His power and glory ever more proclaim!
I love the distinctness of each verse and the messages they carry respectively.
The first verse describes the sorrows of the world and it's longing for a savior, and the joy when at long last He arrives! His birth means life, light, and worth for our souls. We rejoice because we no longer have to live in our darkness and shame! We now have the joy of "a new and glorious morn" no matter where we were before.
The second verse tells of the relationship between the world and it's Savior. He is our humble King, who is our friend in all things, yet he is holy, and worthy of our praise.
And finally, the third verse. (my favorite) This verse reminds us of our purpose. This is why he died for us and what he wants us to do as we live for him. To love one another as he loves us and as we love him. "His law is love, and his gospel is peace". I think we forget that more than anything else. Christmas is about putting away the weapons we pick up against each other all the time. It means forgiving those who cross us, and uniting in His love that is big enough to swallow us all up!
I hope this song's message of hope and beauty touches your heart in some small way (even if you do hate Christmas music!), because I just looove it :)
Anyway, there is my two cents. Merry Christmas, everyone!
I can say, without a doubt, that my favorite Christmas carol is "O Holy Night". It's composition is delicate, yet powerful, and it is as deep as it is beautiful. I love it. I wish that I had a great singing voice (hey, I'd even take a mediocre one) so that I could belt this one out(Sometimes I do anyway, when no one is around). To me, the lyrics sum up what Christmas is all about: HOPE.
Here are the words:
O HOLY NIGHT
written by Placide Cappeau de Roquemaure
Composed by Adolphe Charles Adams
O Holy Night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of the dear Saviour's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error pining.
Till He appeared and the Spirit felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! Oh, hear the angel voices!
O night divine, the night when Christ was born;
O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!
O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!
Led by the light of faith serenely beaming,
With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand.
O'er the world a star is sweetly gleaming,
Now come the wisemen from out of the Orient land.
The King of kings lay thus lowly manger;
In all our trials born to be our friends.
He knows our need, our weakness is no stranger,
Behold your King! Before him lowly bend!
Behold your King! Before him lowly bend!
Truly He taught us to love one another,
His law is love and His gospel is peace.
Chains he shall break, for the slave is our brother.
And in his name all oppression shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
With all our hearts we praise His holy name.
Christ is the Lord! Then ever, ever praise we,
His power and glory ever more proclaim!
His power and glory ever more proclaim!
I love the distinctness of each verse and the messages they carry respectively.
The first verse describes the sorrows of the world and it's longing for a savior, and the joy when at long last He arrives! His birth means life, light, and worth for our souls. We rejoice because we no longer have to live in our darkness and shame! We now have the joy of "a new and glorious morn" no matter where we were before.
The second verse tells of the relationship between the world and it's Savior. He is our humble King, who is our friend in all things, yet he is holy, and worthy of our praise.
And finally, the third verse. (my favorite) This verse reminds us of our purpose. This is why he died for us and what he wants us to do as we live for him. To love one another as he loves us and as we love him. "His law is love, and his gospel is peace". I think we forget that more than anything else. Christmas is about putting away the weapons we pick up against each other all the time. It means forgiving those who cross us, and uniting in His love that is big enough to swallow us all up!
I hope this song's message of hope and beauty touches your heart in some small way (even if you do hate Christmas music!), because I just looove it :)
Anyway, there is my two cents. Merry Christmas, everyone!
Monday, December 13, 2010
The Secret of Darkness and the Danger It Poses
Whenever we have the unfortunate circumstance of enduring the tragedy and loss that a suicide brings, our first instinct is to ask, "Why did this happen?". At that moment it seems unfathomable that someone would take their own life in lieu of what they had and accomplished in life. However, statistics show that over 99% of us have thought about taking our own lives at some point or another. A friend reminded me today, that 'suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problems of the world'. Please know, that in no way am I oversimplifying the causes of suicide or overlooking it's weight. Many of us have someone that we have lost to suicide, including myself. The motivating element that causes one to transition from thinking to doing is a powerful one. It is capable of engulfing one to the point where all light of hope and life are snuffed out. It blocks all other options save for the grim one it suggests. It causes you to forget all that you have and remember all that you don't. This darkness is dangerous, and all of us have it, at least a grain of it. Every single one of us have some type of darkness in our lives. It could be something we've done in our past, or something that plagues us on a constant basis. Everyone has a secret or two. Things that we'd rather not have anyone know about us. (This is the darkness I have referred to in previous posts). If we let these things remain in hiding in our hearts, they can quickly overcome us. Shame, fear, and guilt provide a solid breeding ground for our darkness. When we deem our secrets "too shameful to tell", we write death sentences for our souls. That darkness burgeons within us, it seeps into every fiber of our being until it is all we can see. I believe that it is at this point that one transitions from thinking about suicide to actually doing it.
But if we all have the capacity, how do we stop this? How to we prevent it from taking over us? We must vanquish the darkness by shining a light on it. Tell someone. If you are struggling with something or holding something back, tell someone about it. Talk to a trusted friend, pastor, counselor, or call the suicide help line. Keep trying until someone listens. Everyone needs help sometimes, and there is no shame taking it. It's easy to feel like you are the only one dealing with what you have going on, but IT IS NOT TRUE. We are never alone in our struggles, and the biggest part of the battle is accepting that and getting help. There is always hope, no matter how bleak a situation looks. We are all worthy of love and help. It is time to rise up and take a stand against this. It all starts with being a good friend. Being a good friend to yourself and get help, and be a good friend to people around you. Listen to others and NEVER take a problem or a friend who has talked about suicide lightly. By listening and confiding in each other, we can help save lives.
Resources:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
Helpline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
But if we all have the capacity, how do we stop this? How to we prevent it from taking over us? We must vanquish the darkness by shining a light on it. Tell someone. If you are struggling with something or holding something back, tell someone about it. Talk to a trusted friend, pastor, counselor, or call the suicide help line. Keep trying until someone listens. Everyone needs help sometimes, and there is no shame taking it. It's easy to feel like you are the only one dealing with what you have going on, but IT IS NOT TRUE. We are never alone in our struggles, and the biggest part of the battle is accepting that and getting help. There is always hope, no matter how bleak a situation looks. We are all worthy of love and help. It is time to rise up and take a stand against this. It all starts with being a good friend. Being a good friend to yourself and get help, and be a good friend to people around you. Listen to others and NEVER take a problem or a friend who has talked about suicide lightly. By listening and confiding in each other, we can help save lives.
Resources:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
Helpline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
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